RIP BoyBoy, you will be missed!

Yesterday ah kong told mummy that our dog,boyboy, refuse to eat his dinner on Friday night. So after i get both of you settle down, i brought boy boy to see Dr Pava. Boy boy basically doesn't have much energy, as he used to be very active, likes to run around when mummy let him out from his "house". Mummy put boyboy in a box and drive him to Dr Pava's clinic alone. Along the way, boyboy keep looking at mummy and mummy keep talking with him so that he wont feel afraid sitting in the car.

Dr Shobhna checked on boyboy and i helped Dr Shobhna to open up boyboy's mouth and guess what. boyboy's tongue is blueish in color. Meaning he is lack of oxygen. Actually we can tell that he has breathing difficulty as his breathing sound is very heavy. Then, Dr Pava perform a second check on boyboy. My heart sink when i heard that Dr Pava need to do a detailed check on boyboy. I hate this very very much. Dr Pava told me that boyboy has respiratory failure. When i heard the word failure, i really want to break down. I asked doc what should i do, but Dr Pava said no point sending him for xray or anything, it's waste of money. Dr Pava prescribe boyboy antibiotics and the same time gave him a nutrient injection. Boyboy seems a bit active after the injection and his breathing gets better. I thought everything is over......i thought he's gonna safe...i think he's gonna recover...

Until this morning, when i call ah kong to check whether has he give boyboy the medicine, he told me, boyboy has gone. I asked ah kong whether he confirmed that boyboy has gone, he said YES. DANG!! Boyboy has gone....and i wonder Mimi can feel it or not as Mimi seems to be very upset today. I need to find another dog to accompany Mimi else she will feel lonely. RIP boyboy, you will be missed.

My 2 lovely KC ~ Kelvin and Kaitlyn CHIANG

When i get to know i'm pregnant, i start to ask around friends for tips on sibling rivalry. I involve Kelvin in my pregnancy journey,let him share the joy with me and make sure he doesn't feel left out. I even get Kelvin involve when i want to decide on the name for the baby. I read out few names to him and ask him to tell me which one he likes the most, but at the end, i decide the name MYSELF, LOL!

I worry that,

Kelvin will reject Kaitlyn and refuse to love Kaitlyn;

Kelvin will feel that mummy doesn't love him anymore, mummy loves mei mei more;

Kelvin will feel left out and start to feel jealous.....;

bla bla bla ...

but all my worries are just waste of time.

Kelvin loves Kaitlyn very very much. In fact, he requested us to let him carry Kaitlyn when Kaitlyn was around 2 months old. And today, Kaitlyn is sitting beside her brother, Kelvin, taking photos. Kelvin likes to play with Kaitlyn and he loves to involve Kaitlyn into all the activities. I feel so happy seeing Kelvin loves his sister. I used to call Kaitlyn sweetie pie and Kelvin also follow me to call Kaitlyn that way. And he even name himself as sweetie pie #1 and Kaitlyn is sweetie pie #2. LOL!

Well done, Kelvin boy, mummy so proud of you!

And Kaitlyn girl, you don't bully yuor brother, must love your brother as much as he loves you!

Sweet Sweet Moment

The sweet moment between me and my sweetie pie.Nowadays, whenever i said "come baby, give mummy a kiss", my little Kelvin will turn to me and start to pat my face, then put his mouth on my face and kiss me. By the time he finish kissing me, i will look like just done washing my face as my face will full of his saliva. But, i do enjoy the moment very very much!

Every night before he goes to la la land, he will lay on my chest, and give me a sweet sweet good nite kiss. I wonder how long will he still kissing me ....My sweetie pie now is in his la la land with daddy while i writing this post. Just done with my night telecon and finish up some work, good sleep and sweet dream, my baby!

Wow, guess what i heard!

Tonight,on our way back to apt from Ah Kong's house, you stand on my lap mumbling to yourself in the car. Out of sudden, i heard you saying "mum mum" clearly, then i said "ma ma", and GUESS WHAT!!! You said out "ma ma" LOUD and CLEAR after me!! Mummy kept ask you to repeat it , and you did it for couple of time then decided to stop following what i said. I reconfirm with daddy whether he heard you calling me or not, and he said "Yes". Mummy so happy.

After waiting for 10 mths, finally, i heard my sweetheart calling me "ma ma". Oh man...i almost want to cry out when i heard you calling me.

As mummy need to attend telecon at 11pm, so i can't play with you for too long, i have to force you to sleep so that i can concentrate myself during the meeting. And thank god, i manage to make you go into your la la land 8 mins before my telecon. I hope you and daddy having good dream now and mummy will join you guys after my meeting.

My Newborn baby!

Newborn baby? Me have newborn baby again?
No no.....it's my little Kelvin baby, suddenly want to be my newborn baby again!

After full moon, you no longer want us to carry you in our arm. Instead, you wants us to carry you with the "standing" position. But of course, at that time, you are too young to be carried that way, so we need to use another hand to support your neck. Maybe by carrying you this way, you can see the surrounding better compare to at sleeping position.

However, recently, you want me to carry you in my arm again, especially at night. Usually, we will sleep side by side and i nursed you, but, nowadays,you changes your style. I have to carry you in my arm, else you will refuse to sleep. This is a bit tiring as your weight is not newborn weight anymore:)

Yesterday when daddy saw me holding you in my arm, daddy shake his head .....but deep in my heart, i enjoy this moment very much. As i am a working mummy, i don't have much time alone with you, so every night, this is the moment where 2 of us stay close to each other.

This morning, when we were on the way to nursery, you lay on my chest and i asked you "Vin boy, you want mummy to hugh you like new born baby?" and you look at me as if telling me "yes, mummy, i would like you to hug me like u hugged me while i'm just borned" I feel so sweet holding you in my arm. I love you, baby!