Where is my little boy?

I need to jot this down.....my little boy is becoming big boy.

Ever since started on 7th Jan 2010, you decided to be independent. This decision really make all of us (mummy, teacher Siti, Ms Goh) shocked. But, mummy really feel proud of you.

I still can remember, on 4th Jan 2010, teacher Siti need to attend to her daughter as it's her first day at school, and for you, it's not your first day at school, but you decided to be naughty. You want teacher Siti to pat you to sleep and doesn't allow other teachers to attend to you. This give everyone so inconvenient. Ms Goh even went over to the school, try to pat you to sleep, buy failed. So, on the next day, Ms Goh and teacher Siti had a meeting, the decision is, they will not further spoilt you, they want to be firm to you, drawing the line with you and tell you what is YES, and what is NO. To our surprise, without any struggling, you follow the new way, which is, sleep by your own, eat by your own and also allow other teachers to attend to you.

Until today, you well behave in school, very independent. Good job, my boy!

Another big achievement is, you wean off from bottle at school. Mummy and teacher Siti had a long discussion before on how to wean you off from bottle, and mummy really have hard time to wean you off because i can't stand seeing you forcing yourself to drink from the cup, so mummy actually give up and i kept comforting myself by telling me, you will wean off from bottle when you are ready. And on Sunday, 10th Jan, through our me and you chit chat session on our way back from Tesco, you told me that you drink milk from cup in the school. At first mummy thought that you are trying to comfort me, but it's a truth that i am so happy to know about it. I confirmed with teacher Siti, YES, you finally wean off from bottle in school. However, mummy still let you drink milk from bottle at night, i will need to slowly wean you off from bottle completely.

Nowadays, you don't need any of us to tug you to bed, you will just ask for a short bed time story, then you will doze off by yourself. Sometimes when i talk to you, you will remind me that you are bvig boy; and sometimes you even reject my offer to help you with certain task. You don't need me to bring you to toilet, you will go toilet by yourself then only informing me that you went to toilet. And today, which mummy was busy attending to mei mei, suddenly i saw you standing beside me, you were sitting on the booster seat having your pasta and mummy told you that i will bring you down from the booster seat after attending to mei mei. Guess what, you told me that you are big boy, you can do it yourself and you even showed me how you did it.

Suddenly...i feel i miss you so much. I misses the little you, the way you crawl; they way you walk; the way you talk; the way you smile.....you seems to be very independent and grow up a lot over night. Independent is something i wish you can have it, but now, when you slowly getting more and more independent, mummy started to miss the little boy of mine who always "koala" to me at night.